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Sugar Pill

by Saint Solitude

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1.
Sugar Pill 03:56
Wonder why I do these things Try to employ some hesitation Only when I feel that pull Holding out for every situation Tell me there's a world where I can unfurl Tell me there's a world that i can uncover And you can believe Moving through the cities like I could create my destination Anchored by a sugar pill Pulling up our lines to keep from wasting Tell me there's a world that I can uncover And you can believe Corridors that contain all ingredients that remain The crystal loom that holds me at stupid heights Corridors that contain all ingredients that remain And you'll never know Tell me there's a world where i can unfurl Tell me there's a world that i can uncover And you can believe Corridors that contain all ingredients that remain The crystal loom that holds me at stupid heights Corridors that contain all ingredients that remain And you'll… Moving through our cities like I could better create a world Though our ideas stay unformed, they're so much better
2.
I never knew you I never knew you could fall so fast I never knew you I never knew you could fall so fast I never knew what was going on You gotta run if the feeling’s coming on strong Why won’t you talk to me like I exist? Can’t even meet my eye Why won’t you talk to me like I exist? Can’t even meet my eyes I just don’t understand Hold for another week It didn’t matter You could’ve passed into higher skies It didn’t matter We could’ve passed into better times I reimagine the waste You interrupted a taste that you left me with Tumbling down Fumbling for our tapestry Some symmetry Why won’t you talk to me like I exist? Can’t even meet my eye Why won’t you talk to me like I exist? Can’t even meet my eyes I just don’t understand
3.
Green Magic 03:15
Slow down, the water’s rushing over us Can you see it now? Does it light your face? Cool kids, you’ll miss the early morning call Can you hear it now? Is it far away? I’ll chase any shadow I’ll bury any instinct With the cover of the night, we gave it everything Did they come for you? Well, she looked at me Turn down or face the early warning call This is all we have to impress ourselves I’ll chase any shadow I’ll bury any instinct Two young guns gonna drop to your knees And the soles of your feet will light up Swim the whole way across in case you’re on your way Right now, we gather under sympathies Do you like the sound of another day? I’ll chase any shadow I’ll bury any instinct We use our hands to make a symphony Can you hear it now? Is it far away? I’ll chase any shadow I’ll bury any instinct Two young guns gonna drop to your knees And the soles of your feet will light up Swim the whole way across in case you’re on your way
4.
8 Circles 02:28
It was like nothing before I just sit on the floor I keep returning to that picture When you became a different fixture I expected to be haunted I know we love just to be wanted The sunlight doesn’t stop to breathe It takes the soul right outta me I hold my eyes up to the weather Anchor of sleep that none can better I found a place where we can meet I dug 8 circles in the deep To curl your head beside your feet Oh, you were all my family
5.
Thrown into somebody with this pressure to deliver us from the fear So here we crawl back and forth We claim nothing more but old fantasies I wanted to be surrounded I wanted to be Evening gowns on enemies – the only ones that know what it’s like So seize your godless enemies – or anybody privy to your thoughts Who wants that job? If I was wrong, deny it in song I’m just getting started on a tasteless idea in your honor, before the court I have this here memory that I can’t afford, that you left me with An angle that I predicted Evening gowns on enemies – the only ones that know what it’s like So seize your godless enemies – or anybody caught in your thoughts Who wants that job? If I was wrong, deny it in song Or anybody caught in your thoughts Who wants that job? If I was wrong, deny it in song
6.
I want to understand I need a little sign Tomorrow’s tragic but we always go down fighting in this I need to tear apart the thought and principle To read between is to untangle what is happening Not in control, but I see the signs of these illusions creeping in and fall away You’ve got the mind of a hero I could follow anywhere My hands are discontent Too much in front of me You make me question if I’m doing all I can Story’s just right, but is it useful? We cheer ungrateful for the characters that in the end aren’t in control   Yea we see the signs of these illusions creeping in and fall away You’ve got the mind of a hero I could follow anywhere Parallel thoughts with no omissions Drag copious haunts along the battle lines Until we meet inside Not in control, but I see the signs of these illusions creeping in and fall away You’ve got the mind of a hero I could follow anywhere
7.
Winnowing 04:39
If you say it slowly, it comes right out A lawless desert and it’s louder now Forgot to call but we’ve time for that We make our own’s what I’m driving at In case the shoulder embraces us We bear the consequence of facing up We just want the carnival we dreamt about We raise our glasses so it spills outloud Speak of the passages from saintly ones Dust off the ink or it’ll start to run How does a feeling get across a sea? I wear these mountains like it’s Cullowhee Some nights I argue for mass ignorance Too many occupied with permanence No more electrified, we spin our wheels What makes it worth it, ¬but not enough to steal? Why’d I have to reopen? Why can’t you just be here? It’s an ongoing question: Why’s everyone so far, and all of me’s so near? If you say it slowly, it comes right out A lawless desert and it’s louder now How does a feeling get across a sea? I wear these mountains like it’s Cullowhee You’re half the image I can’t bring to life You’re fixed in amber til it’s right
8.
Blind Chess 02:51
You will not go alone until you break the surface You will not go alone for all that effort wasted Today I asked myself, where to draw the line Stick my neck between the willow and the pine An imprint’s just a copy, impressions can’t be faked But what from this confusion can I ever make? You will not go alone until you break the surface You will not go alone for all that effort wasted Next I’ll kid myself, and wile the day away Call back the echo I let loose and beckoned back How to be stronger? How to be kinder? And if it won’t, let me, wake me, yes – you better come up and strangle-shake me! What more could my excuses give? Any idea, any idea?
9.
Aim 01:55
Pin the drop at the silver lake Gonna catch you comin up Got a hand in every fire, but I can’t see in front of me, inside of me Learn to let some go You won’t miss what you’ll never know Second night, are they agitated? Are the wires all lighting up? In the middle of the greatest time We fall together or you follow me Learn to let some go You won’t miss what you’ll never know Find your seat in the afterglow It’s the world as we know it to go
10.
Inconsolia 03:06
I came across the other night A book that opened up my mind I can’t escape the feeling now We laid our guns upon the ground Saved by good advice Inconsolia The luck to get it twice Inconsolia I leapt across the other night Retreating further than I’d like The many castles that I dreamed Did I clear the gap or get stuck between? You know I can’t follow these Saved by good advice Inconsolia The luck to get it twice Inconsolia You know I can’t follow these (no, don’t follow thee-oh, no, don’t follow me)
11.
Omni 04:57
Head into town Got one too many cues But never alone Thunder in your eyes Head into town Got one too many cues But never alone Thunder in your eyes, in your head Take me to it, take me to it What’s the common man say? Take me to it, take me to it Where’s the closest airway? Running from me, got far too many words But never enough Wonder, catch the light Running from me, got far too many words But never enough Wonder, catch the light Catch the light running Take me to it, take me to it What’s the common man say? Take me to it, take me to it Where’s the closest airway?

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"For the first time, I wrote songs for a mood I needed badly to reconnect with – joy – even when I didn’t always feel that way. It was songwriting for a distant or slightly magical feeling. And then it just got more fun as I asked a ton of friends to contribute.

The process helped me realize there is a completely innocent value in tricking yourself to become happier. I might still be singing about my usual fodder of confusion, abandonment, and revolution, but hope and awe are the active ingredients."

Sugar Pill features contributions from José Ayerve (Spouse, A Severe Joy), Austin Lemieux (Cruel Hand), Erika Hansen, and many Bay Area musicians like Aviva le Fey, Ross Eustis (Jazz Mafia), Akiyoshi Ehara (The Seshen), Vega Victoria, and Hannah Glass. It was mastered by Mark Alan Miller at Sonelab and mixed by Neil Godbole (EDBL Music Collective) at Airship Laboratories and Andrew Schatzberg at Landslide Studio.

The album artwork showcases a new technology called generative visuals by Los Angeles artist David Dickinson.

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released September 30, 2022

Written, performed, and produced by Dup Crosson. Recorded by Dup Crosson at Stumble Abode except drums recorded by Maryam Qudus at Tiny Telephone. Mixed by Neil Godbole at Airship Laboratories except “8 Circles” mixed by Andrew Schatzberg at Landslide Studio. Mastered by Mark Alan Miller at Sonelab. Layout by Dup Crosson and Karin Richey. Generative visuals and artwork created by David Dickinson.

Additional drum programming on “Grand Ellipses” by Akiyoshi Ehara. Trumpet on “Green Magic” and “Aim” by Ross Eustis. Lead guitar on “Another Thing to Be Vengeful” performed and recorded at home by Austin Lemieux. Violin and viola on “Omni” by Hannah Glass. Vocals on “8 Circles” by Victoria Häggblom. Vocals on “Winnowing” performed and recorded at home by Aviva le Fey. Vocals on “Inconsolia” performed and recorded at home by Erika Hansen. Vocals on “Omni” performed and recorded at Mobile Womb by José Ayerve.

Immense thanks and gratitude goes out to the following people for allowing this album to be a communal effort: every musician who contributed throughout time, space, and global chaos, Lee Crosson, Jan Crosson, Brian Enright, Hunter Ellis, Eyal Satat, Ben Dubin, David Dickinson, Karin Richey, EDBL Music Collective, Andrew Schatzberg, Deidre Locklear, Matthew Psyllos, Linda Konkoski, Jesse Rosen, and Louis Bryant III.

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Saint Solitude Oakland, California

Saint Solitude is the musical persona of Maine native Dup Crosson.

Depending on the day, or the song, Crosson alternates between the roles of loop artist, multi-instrumentalist, and most importantly, songwriter. He combines his favorite elements of Britpop, shoegaze, post-punk, and psychedelia into accessible and immediately appealing pop songs hereby known as BITTERSWEET FUZZ. ... more

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